Sometimes, I hope I'm some pure angmohs, living in some very opened minded western countries. They are rich, and they hold the highest status in the world. They got sharp nose, small mouth, big eyes and that rich glowing tanned skin. I like the way they are -being bold.

Anyway, I believed alot of ppl did have secretly in love with another one. I wondered how you guys managed to overcome this kind of situation. Sometimes, it might just drive you crazy. Fcuk, and I swear that feeling was sucky yucky that they came inside whirling in your mind, distracting you from doing proper things.

Sometimes, I just hope I can just kick off those habits - boyish habits. But I just couldnt help it, it just followed me for like 17years already. It doesnt mean that being boyish reflects that I'm not a girl, I'm not a lady, I'm not a female. Though uneasy to fall in love, its unretractable when you really get to fall for one. And I called it as of tripped over a guy, which then directs to something that is utterly hopeless. Often disclosed secrets with guys instead of girls cos girls often make things worse, and in addition I got more male friends. but this things wasnt supposed to leak out to anyone. but it looks like i could not longer take it to myself, but to curse and swear the guy whom made me tripped badly from heaven to hell. I dont like it, I dont know why, I dont know how. fcuk my tomboy attitude, it looks so brotherly love. damn it. erase your existence.

I said: Let's stop it right now - and we agreed.



my baby is too HOT.

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