Back to nursery day ;S
Bathed the babies together with Julia and the Lecturer - we are being graded.

It is a super unpleasant experience for it though beginning it shouldnt be.
I was cleaning baby Zaiton - a cute little handsome boy but always crying.
As usual, being assessed closely with a scary teacher - a naggy teacher in fact.
This tcher expect is high, but what she does is totally different from being taught. So well, I tried doing it in her ways as much as I could rmb. I wouldnt say she's skilful though.

Zaiton was crying on the second when I starting undressing him - its way too cold.
blah blah blah. I'm very confident initially though I'm the first to be assessed.
He will cry whenever I let go of him, while on the other hand Michelle is totally unbearable.
I'm fcuking pissed by her - seriously. I almost wanted to say FCUK YOU - SHUTUP. It's totally intolerable when you are being assessed by a strict teacher and you are giving unneccessary comments about it. First, stress is being given directly onto us. 2nd, comments around totally pissed me off as I couldnt concentrate bec I couldnt do it in my own way. 3rdly, my assesser couldnt be bothered in the beginning, until comments are given directly to her instead of me.

It's super impolite for me to write these on my blog - its rude ; I know.
I'm very quick-tempered. And if I start opening my mouth and shoot at someone, I will never stop my shootings. Others may not mind about the comments, but I do. And I'm being affected badly. Bec it's my marks, not yours. Or rather, if I have mistakes, let the teacher point out to me personally or being discussed as a group - I wouldnt mind.

Try to imagine. If you are the first of the whole entire group to be assessed, would you be of that bits of nervousness? I have a 1% nervousness with 99% confidence in the beginning. If one a-hole beside you start the bird comments, will you get stress? Bec you are being confused? or you feel its too noisy? Or bec the teacher will stare on you harded? When you are being confused, you just cant think properly and the teacher will definitely stare on you like a nail being stuck onto the wall. So many instructions - do which shit first? In conclusion - are you gonna say bye to your lovely marks?

You will be filled with anger - definitely.

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