Alright,

Back to work.
Work had been good.
But sometimes, I felt a little helpless.

I felt like I have no close friends in the department, except one or two who are always scheduled different shift. Joy no longer in the department, and that makes me even lonelier. I wouldnt agree more that the pinoy population is getting higher. To be honest, I dont mind at all because they are pretty nice. Just the fact that I couldnt blend into them. Same goes to other races, I couldnt really blend into their languages either.

And thus, I just have to find something else to do when I'm free in the department. But it seems that it was wrongly implied like I'm a hardworking staff, trying to be recognized and then aimed for promotion. I overheard about it when I walked past the pantry.

I felt pretty upset about it. I admit that I'm very strict with certain patient care and I could be pretty unfriendly when it comes to compromising certain procedures. But all these that I did, was not for promotion.

I swear I'm not doing these for promotions, and I dont care. It's pretty ridiculous to say a nurse doing all these just to get promotions (when its totally the responsibility of a nurse). I've been looking for stuff to do, because I'm someone who gets really bored and someone who couldnt sit still. Moreover, the ratio of chinese staff to other races = 4: 20 ?

Why have these became so political?
Promotions when I'm not even a year old?
I'm out.

I dont need these.
I just want peace, seriously.

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