My life seems like it have only 6weeks time left.
I cant imagine that I wont be able to get pocket money, in fact I have to give my parents money.
It's not that I'm stingy, but look! $1600 - 20% CPF - giving parents money = $600/month?
I'm on the verge of crying. Can I emigrate now? I hate Singapore, because they deduct our 20% salary. Though its about helping citizens to prevent poor in future, I doubt I could even survive till the day I could touch those money.

I dont care, I'm looking for extra cash jobs. But where?
Probably I should just console myself by photocopying my sister Nus master degree cert and erase her name with mine. Then afterwards, to find a highpost job. Ah, I'm going crazy just for the sake of money.

My mood was ruined since Midnight sharp, bec I saw my attachment schedule and its really horrifying. How can I be having attachment for 2weeks, then break for 6weeks, and then carried on with 16weeks of attachment? While then, the rest are having 6weeks attachment, 6weeks break then 12weeks attachment. Seriously, fuck you nyp. *to this particular schedule coordinator* I'm really tired, really tired, really tired.

Korean class is ending, and I'm intending not to continue unless there's saturday class. Japanese class have to continue since I'm already studying it for the past 1year7months. And I need to chiong my ____ lessons, because I dont want to pay extra money on _____ though it isnt very expensive. I am trying to figure out which bloody days I could fork out to work at Joyce's current yoghurt shop. $120/month is good enough for me as extra cash flow. Someone hire me please? My sister asked me to teach some primary school kids for some tuition but I refused to, because I dont want to get cursed like the way I cursed my teachers for not rooting a good depth in us during primary school. I believe primary school teaching plays a great role in nuturing a child, their education interest, as well as disciplinary. Thus, I dont want to do something that *harm the child and waste their parents' money at the same time.

I need to save money. There's alot of things planned for me to get it asap after I start working. I dont want to rot at home during my leave days, I want to get a life outside of Singapore. I can feel the tension in the society already. I am willing to take the challenges outside, but I'm afraid I am so unfit to handle those shits. Ah, *fainted*